A few months ago, I was at one of those moments of severe suffering then after an online retreat hope peaked in bringing me to a moment of part desperation part motivation, “Spirit, I am done with this little person I want to be doing God’s plan and be useful this little jeanne is a huge distraction. Holy Spirit let’s speed this up, lets wrap this up get me out!”
Well, now I am thinking… what have I gotten myself into?! Too much! Every day is so packed with issues coming up I am starting to feel overwhelmed and torn between “i don’t have to solve anything but I do have to see it to know what I am letting go of” to the “It is never ending the ego issues and stories so lets skip to the one issue… “what is the one thing in common with all of this” The morning is “death” noon, role as parent, afternoon is lack and finances, afternoon responsibility …. So now I am back to….
My ACIM Journal 